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the school hols are over.
the school week have passed;
well at least for ijtp girls.
tmr's a holiday for us! why?
basically cos last years batch
did really well for O's! :D

havent been online for quite some time now.
so many things happening in my life.
ALL JUST COMES STRAIGHT IN A ROW,
ONE AFTER ANOTHER! and believe it
or not, i feel SO DAMN STRESSED OUT
AND AFFECTED BY EVERYTHING that has
been happening.

i guess the long weekend coming ahead
will be a really opportunity for me to
relax as well as to rest, since i've
been REALLY SO TIRED that nowadays,
i can hardly open my eyes in the mornings,
after getting up from bed. i guess its
cos i havent been getting enough rest
for the past few days.

basically also! my kneee is kinda
becoming worse, although i do take
the medicine as prescribed by the
doctor regularly, wear my knee guard,
rub the oil onto it (as the doctor says)
before i sleep etc. but it hasnt shown
any sign of improvement yet, in fact
i can feel it becoming worsee! HOW?!

monday, played bball during recesss with
ms teo, chingg and shayna even though
i was NOT supposed to.. ALLLLEEELLLUUIIAA!
that was how it started becoming worse!
i told ms teo that standing and shooting
shouldnt be a problem, and guess what!
she allowed meee! :D

ching and shayna vrs ms teo and i.
i was supposedly supposed to do all the
shootings while ms teo do the runnings,
layups and stuff. but one point in time
during the game, i seriously couldnt
help it but do a layup. felt good running
abit, but then it hurt hell of ALOT after
that. i couldnt do a proper layup, couldnt
play the game well as i couldnt run fast
enough to catch most of the rebounds,
passes and stuff with my knee in this
condition. that feeling SUCKED BIG TIME!
was quite upset and affected by it.

after school, stayed behind for training
with sher. watching the rest train,
wondering when will you ever get
the chance to ever get back on
court to train with them.
believe it or not, that kinda
feeling sucks. i'm so scared!
its like i dont even know when
this knee of mine will fully
recover. i seriously dont want
it to affect my training.

also while sitting with sher!
we were supposedly supposed
to study, but guess what! we
cleared all the misunderstandings
and stuff, talked about whatever that
was troubling us, and also all the shit
that has happened so far.

we then found out who was actually
the one behind all this shit!
i really couldnt understand
why i had to be dragged into
this, and as a result i lost
my friendship with someone
else.

but anyways!
glad i caught so many things up with sher,
and got to know her so much bettterrr!
i'm glad we cleared everything, and got
to tell each other our true feelings inside
and stuff like that. i like totally let
everything out, so did she :D

AND SO ANYWAYS! I LOVE SHERYL ALEXIS KOH XUE ER!
REMEMBER! NO RUMOURS WILL EVER BRING THIS
FRIENDSHIP DOWN AGAINNN! :D
SHER I WANT GREEN TEAAA! -POOOOOOMMMMM- hahah.
(personal joke between the both of us in case
you dont get it! hahhah!)
MMWAAAAAHHHHHHH*

i was damn pissed that very night also.
basically cos i was touching up my geog
presentation which would be graded as
our CA marks by mrs kunna the following day.
and besides it was individual work.

so added an additional of twelve slides
into my geog powerpoint and guess what!
my stupid com just decides to shut down
on its own w/o saving the file. OMG!
SO I STAYED UP ALL THE WAY TIL THREE PLUS
JUST TO REDO ALL THE SLIDES ALL OVER AGAIN!
and guess what! mrs kunna decides not to
turn up for lessons the following day!
goodness me! itellyou. i was super pissed!

today my IPW group got into massive
trouble with our FM as well as DM.
i could feel all the stress coming
down hard on me, especially since
i was the group leader. i felt so
ashamed of myself, and that i was
such a bad example as well as a
DAMN LOUSY leader.

the worst part was we lost the trust
of our FM. i could feel it so hard;
the stress from everyone. i just
broke down. maybe i should just
give up my position to someone
who might be better off in the group
anyways.

no matter how hard our group
tried to explain, no-one just
wanted to believe us; that
we really had NO INTENTION
at all. oh well.

i really feel like giving up.
I'M REALLY SO TIRED!

iloveyou'll.
connie, sarah, bernice, nat and calli.
everythings gonna be alright.
i'm sorry! i'm not perfect.

my exams are in 22 days time.
i feel THE STRESSS!
do you feel it?
OH MY! JOYYYY!

ilove MY PINKY!
non other than sherylkohxueer :D

posted by stacey @ Wednesday, March 23, 2005